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Could all of you babies follow this little blog, it would be very appreciated
I need you, I need you, I need you so much. I am tired of putting you through hell and treating you like shit. I don’t want to lose you. I honestly can’t think of what I would do without you. You have made me the person who I am today. I want to show my gratitude, I want to show you how grateful I am to have you and for everything you have done for me as you have done so much for me. It’s crazy how much you have done, you never had to do anything. The problem is that I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what I can do to make things good. I just fuck everything up. I always ruin shit by saying something with no thought and it will hurt your feelings or I physically hurt you. I fuck up. I am selfish, I am lazy. I do nothing for you. I don’t deserve you. I could say that I am going to try to make things better but the truth is I can’t. You’re right I do just say I will try but I never do. Things never change. Because I can’t. I am sorry. Make what you will of this, I just want you. I want you so much. I really love you, so I am going to let you take charge and let you decide what we should do or what should happen. I just want to make you happy and don’t want to hurt you, I will do anything to make that happen.